Its been months since I have posted something handwritten here. Matter of the fact is that I actually miss writing even though depressing crap at times. Talking of depressing crap, I have posts saved from earlier blog (2005-2008) and one night I took upon myself to read some of them. Now, reading your old diary brings the similar feeling you get from listening to your own recorded voice. You feel embarrassed but the fact is that its you... the unique snowflake that you are. I think writing and writing honestly how you feel in your personal blog/diary is the best gift you can give to future yourself. Life is a roller-coaster and it changes every minute. Every change it brings changes how you feel, how you think and most of all how you react to certain situations. Being young is being full of energy, dreams, and prejudices. Actions are not carefully thought, both excitement and disappointment are just an arms length away, and you feel like center of the world.